Monthly Archives: February 2016

Ask, and You Shall Believe

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A bit out of my routine this morning, I went to Psalm 4 instead of Jeremiah. It was a good—perhaps even God-inspired—choice. I am at amazed, challenged, and encouraged by David’s ability to cry out to God and then, with his next breath, to confidently sing the expectation that his cry has been, is, or will be heard…his petition granted.

I am so quick to quote Jesus, “ask, and you shall receive”—and to complain when I have asked but have not received. Or I’ll piously downplay any delay in the getting: maybe I’ll receive in heaven; maybe it’s not God’s will; maybe some hidden sin of mine has blocked the phone line to God.

But that’s not what David does. Consider these lines from Psalm 4 (the translation is Holman Christian Standard Bible. I have left out some lines, not to change or force some meaning, but to show the cries and the confidence. Read the full text here.):

Answer me when I call, God.
Be gracious to me and hear my prayer.
The Lord will hear when I call to Him.
On your bed, reflect in your heart and be still.
Trust in the Lord.
You have put more joy in my heart than they have when their grain and new wine abound.
I will both lie down and sleep in peace, for You alone, Lord, make me live in safety.

What confidence! What peace! Reflect. Trust. Be still. I needed these words today. So much of life is uncertain, so much in upheaval. Unemployment. Impending surgery. Waiting. The past few nights my sleep has been interrupted with questions and doubts and wondering. This morning, though, I call to God and trust that he will hear—that he has heard.

This morning, I am going to ask, and though I do not know what the answer will look like—or when it will come—I am going to choose to believe that God has heard and that he will “make me live in safety.”

Ask, and you shall believe.

Rainy Days and Mondays

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My apologies to the Carpenters, but I like rainy days.

Rain through WindowI spent the first half of my life in wet climates: western Canada, Germany, England, Seattle. Most of the last half has been in San Diego, with its incessant sun and persistent 70-degree weather. So when I awoke this morning to the sound of rain pouring down on the metal roof of our condo, I looked forward to cozying up on the couch in the early morning quiet, sipping my coffee, and looking out the window at the rain.

The showers from heaven nourish our parched California dirt. Four years of drought have taken their toll, even here in the temperate climes of this city tucked between beach and mountains. The raindrops remind me that God cares for us, that He won’t let us languish forever on the baked clay. Rain brings hope, life.

But as I sat in my living room, enjoying the downpour in dry comfort, my thoughts turned to others—to those for whom the rain brings not hope, but fear; not comfort, but dismal cold and struggle. I thought of the many homeless outside my walls: men and women whose best hope is to find a sheltered store entrance, at least until the library opens at ten; boys and girls whose only hope is to dry off a little before school…where they anticipate a small meal and a few hours indoors.

I think of the families living thirty miles south, in makeshift homes of plywood and leaky tarps that dot the now-muddy hillsides around Tijuana, Mexico. I’ve spent time there, helping to build new, dry, secure homes. But concrete floors and stucco walls only offer so much; they can protect from rain, but not the cold.

God makes the sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and the unjust. (Matthew 5:45)

I don’t enjoy the rain because I am good and just; they don’t dread it because they are evil. But if rain is to me a blessing, how might I pass on that blessing to those for whom it seems a curse? How can I serve, love, help those who look on the clouds not with hope but with fear?